A blog that can be nice, and can be fucked up.

So, I already had tumblr, I still do, but I knew far too many people from school that were following me and they restricted me from posting whatever I wanted to, so I started up this one to reblog every piece of depressing shit that I relate to to my hearts content. Sorry for my patheticness, I just don't know other ways to deal with everything.

lw: 96 lbs
cw:102 lbs
hw:108 lbs

Death (continued)

And, is it weird that instead of being alone at night and fearing people walking past could be murderers, I actually hope they have a knife or gun on them?

Death.

I’m not afraid to die. I yearn for it, actually. Every single day I want to die, and I feel like commiting suicide. I guess the only things stopping me are my two best friends and my favourite band. I’m seeing my favourite band at the beginning of next month, and thats what I’m holding on for. But, after that, I think I’ll be ready to let go. I would do it now… but I guess I don’t know for sure whats stopping me. My time will be soon, though.

Everyone thinks I’m getting better hahahahahahahahahahh.

Where the hell have Sian Conway’s videos gone from youtube what.